In a more personal aspect, I think the big issue this month for me is the fact that my 30s are approaching (in 6 months more). I discovered suddenly that life is shorter than what I thought. I also discovered that if I want to do something with my life, I have to start doing it now.


And I found out something else! I think that I live life like this, trying to do many things, not because I know that we all die some day and I have accepted this as truth. I do it because I haven't accepted it!. Because by trying to do more I think I can cheat: live more in less time, and this cannot be done :-( I decided to accept that each of us has a certain time for living, and I have to try, now, to find out what should I do with my life.


Of course I am doing things now ... but something bothers me. I think most of my attention is devoted to the "little" problems and not to the big ones. I need to think (and feel) more about this ...